What are your biggest challenges?

So what will be the challenges
I face in the New Year?
First up thereโs accepting
That I need to change at all.
You get to be a certain age
You get stuck in your ways.
I know Iโm less than perfect
But Iโve always been this way.
You can just give up trying
Accept things as they are.
Must there always be a challenge?
Do we need to raise the bar?
Too often Iโm a passenger
I do not pull my weight
I donโt initiate or plan that much
I more just tag along.
Iโm very bad at friendship
I fail to keep in touch
If others made no effort
Iโd not go out that much.
Iโd not say that Iโm lazy
I do my share of work
But mostly stuff that interests me
And other stuff Iโll shirk.
Iโm loving my retirement
And time to call my own
But do I have a purpose?
Iโd have to say I donโt.
So time for reappraisal
To think through what Iโm for.
There wonโt be changes quickly
But Iโll let you know the score.